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Ummm, well the quick answer is that I've been busy.

Haven't written  anything from the Ultimate Universe in a while. I get to it before the world ends lol. I am going to connect all the stories that were started and never finished all at once.

I'm working on New Chapters for The Orphious Chronicles. I plan to rewrite the entire story. I wanted to cut out a lot of the crap from the previous versions and make the story flow a hell of a lot better. There will be many changes.

Still trying to finish editing that damn novel. God I hate editing. Mostly cause the ADD makes it hard to concentrate on anything like reading. lol.

After I finish this next series of stories in the Ultimate Universe I plan to make a series of short stories coming out at the very least twice a month. The ultimate universe has gone through a lot of very confusing twists and turns that have left Ultimate FreakGamer in a daze. He barely even knows which universe he is in anymore or if he even survive the oncoming battle he must fight. All his worst fears have come to life and he doesn't even know if he can keep a hold of himself anymore. What effect will his constant switching of between Universes, have on himself and the Ultimate Universe. Will he finally snap, or will he stand and fight? Only time will tell.

As for my life, well, my god have things changed. I went to school, had a falling out with the one who will always got away, my grandmother passed followed by a friend, My depression and Anxiety reached it's max point and exploded, and this whole damn country is falling apart. Not knowing what to do about any point of my life I broke down completely, than I rose from those ashes as a more powerful man moving forward and controlling my own destiny.

I went a little crazy from the depression, as most cases of depression I thought about suicide. Luckily I was smart enough to realize it was all just the chemical imbalance, even though I couldn't stop the thoughts, in the end I didn't kill myself. I got myself on some proper drugs which kind of helped for a while but weren't perfect, I needed something a little stronger. When I was in fifth grade and realized my own depression and created a list of things to keep me from killing myself, one of the final ones was to go on a drug binge. I lost my will to live, sadly, so I had to do something about it, I knew that if I was thinking about suicide than I really didn't give a fuck about my body anyway, so the drugs came. Now being of somewhat decent intelligence So I knew to look up the drugs I took first before taking them. So I only went with the ones that only did a little damage. I've tripped out a few times now, my last encounter with LSD brought me peace in my twisted life. I have killed my depression and my anxiety. It's freaking amazing. So now I am living a life that I love, and it is freaking amazing.

That's right, for the first time ever, I love my life. It's so freaking weird to say lol. I'm still the same person, just I'm much better at being me. That and I lost 65 freaking pounds due to proper eating (No diet) and mental medication. So I've got the same things I had before, just I'm much better lol.

Well time to sleep for an hour. Peace world. All will be well.

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Kyle P.R. Polo
Artist | Student | Literature
United States
Current Residence: Some where off the edge of sanity
Favourite genre of music: All completly random. Bits and pieces of everything/ if not I love rock music
Favourite style of art: Fantasy Stories and Comics.
Operating System: XP
MP3 player of choice: They keep breaking!
Favourite cartoon character: Peter Griffion/Alphonse Elric/ Juggernaut
Personal Quote: Never Give up Never Surrender!
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:iconamberspike:
Fuck yeah Comic relationships is ace, keep on being amazing.

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~freakgamer Jul 10, 2011  Student Writer
Thank you. This made my day.

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:iconamberspike:
I have started at the beginning of your tumblr and I'm currently on page 245, loving every bit of it :) I'm on holiday for a week starting from tomorrow but when I get back I'll be straight back to your blog! Also I was the anonymous who asked about the "Call me Barbara" picture, thank you very much for your quick answer. :D

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~freakgamer Jul 11, 2011  Student Writer
I'll have to let you know I haven't really been posting on fuck yeah comic relationships for quite some time. It's been a really long time actually. Batarangs does most of the work now. I just came up with the idea. Sorry I'm not you real internet super hero.

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We meet again, Freak.
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~freakgamer May 2, 2011  Student Writer
You'll never see me again.

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you're a lying dog.
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~freakgamer May 2, 2011  Student Writer
Probably.

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A random :wave: from a random deviant

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Hey man. I finally got on here!

Real cool site though. Glad you told me to show up. I can't wait to start getting some of my writing out there!

Also write some more stuff. I can't wait for some more Forced Continuity!

-Peace

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I will never be afraid again, I will keep on fighting till the end, I can walk on water, I can fly, I will keep on fighting till I die!
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